Hi readers. I’m ready to share now: it’s over with my Frenchman. And not in a great way. I found out he was chatting with other women on dating sites. Which made me wonder if he’d been doing that the entire duration of our relationship. He used to joke about still receiving profile visits and messages, then he’d say that he’d forgotten his password and couldn’t remove his profile. I gave him the benefit of the doubt but really I think he’s always been shopping for someone better. Or keeping his options open.
It’s a horrible feeling to feel that you’re not enough. That your boyfriend would rather chat with some woman on the web rather than call you.
He’s in the south right now visiting his kids for Easter. He never called to let me know he’d got there safely. He never even called me when I texted him to say I was super worried for my sister who had to go back into hospital for extremely high blood pressure after having her baby. He appeared to not give a shit.
Good riddens. Who needs that? I feel like I’ve taken so much crap from him. So much criticism. Too little respect. No commitment.
It’s been exhausting and quite frankly it makes you lose faith in men. Hell, the human race.
It’s tough, really tough. What a huge waste of time.